You know those times when you let your emotions get ahead of you, and then they’re brought back brutally and violently. Yeah I hate when that happens, you begin to think youre making good progress with someone only to realize everything that you thought was going good was complete and utter shit. Fuck these feelings. Distancing yourself, being nonchalant about it, and having a clear head make moving on easier.
so this fucker expects me to stay here waiting for him to finish his stupid crap and then finally decide to call me. fuck that shit man! I swear, idk if its inconsiderate or just fucking rude to put me aside like this. you know what man, you can shuffle yourself out of my life cuz im fucking done just being someone else in your life youve disappointed. Do your thing, but dont come crying to me when you need favors or “someone to talk to” cuz youre not here for me when I need you. fucker.
I hate the feeling of just not wanting to try and make it work with someone. You get to a point where you’re just fed up with everything and you realize that making so much effort that isnt even worth it anymore is draining. I guess in the end you just have to learn to let things go and move on with your life, cuz your life shouldnt revolve around one person. Its time to focus on my future, on bettering myself, and finding something fun and exciting in life.